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ALISON IS COMING HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, I forgot to write yesterday. Yesterday, I just woke up and went to work. I didn’t hang out with anyone and I slept when I got home. I really missed Alison.

Today, was more eventful. I decided that going to my class is pointless since I am failing beyond repair. I wasted 448$. I, instead, walked to Burge’s. We hung out there for a bit. I wrote a song on the way to his house. I put a guitar line behind it. It is ok. Anyway, some dude is living with him. So, we had to run errands. We went to walmart to get his tire changed and I cashed my check. I had to pay my parents back and I bought some checkers…and pokemon cards. shut up. I can’t help it. That was a mistake though. I shouldn’t have done that. After that the dude dropped me and Burge off at Antonio’s. We dropped Burge off and chilled and Antonio’s house. My dad called me and told me that I needed to come home to talk about this school stuff. They took me home. We talked about the school stuff and it consisted of my dad telling me that he told me when I was 11 that music was just a hobby and that it is not supposed to be my life. I cried and told him that it is the only thing that makes me happy. He told me that I can take the semester off, but I have to work a ton more to pay rent, utilities and buy groceries. He doesn’t want to mow again, and I have to do the dishes. He told me that I should get another part time job, but I think that isn’t fair. The whole reason to take school off is so I can practice bass 4-5 hours a day and save up to record in LBC (which I have to buy a plane ticket and help chip in for Ikey). Anyway, it all sucks. I agreed to it, but I know that they want me to fail. I wish that they would just be like “Yeah, this is a huge opportunity and we really want you to take it”, but it is whatever. I just feel bad about making these big decisions and not being able to talk to Alison. I just feel like when she gets back she will be like “I ONLY LEFT FOR A WEEK AND YOU MESSED EVERYTHING UP!”. Hopefully, she just supports me and tells me to follow my dream. Anyway, I am sad and sick of crying.

Farewell.

(Come home, Alison.)

I woke up at 11 today. I ate some cinnamon toast crunch and practiced bass until like 130. I took a shower. I ate a chik’n patty. I went to work. Work was boring. I watched Deal or No Deal. Afterward, I met up with Burge at the mall. We hung out until Antonio and Pekios picked us up. We went to my house. Blane met us there. I changed. We went to Vander Veer. We met up with Tiffany. Later, Maura showed up. We sat around the park for awhile talking about Resident Evil and other movies. We then went to steak n shake. Again. We talked and laughed a ton. It was super fun. I was really happy. It was nice to FINALLY hang out with Tiffany! We then went to wal-mart to buy pokemon cards. I owe Blane like 11 dollars. We went back to my house to watch Snakes on a Plane. We all stopped paying attention about half way through and started talking alot. Antonio didn’t come to my house. No one had a ride after Tiffany left so Antonio and Sammi came back and picked up Blane, Anthony, and Pekios. I am really tired.

I really miss Alison. It really sucks no speaking to her. I want to know that she is happy and having fun. I love her so much. I cannot wait to see her again.

Farewell.

So, Alison is gone for a week; without a cell phone. So, in order to remember to tell her everything I am going to post what I did everyday that way when she comes back she can read it.

So, today I woke up and sat on the internet for a while. I practiced bass for awhile and I took a shower. I ate macaroni and cheese. I went to work and it was slow. Anthony and Blane came by. Soon after, Antonio and Sammi came by. Then, Maura came by. We all went to the mall. Then we went to my house. Blane left to go hang with Breanna. The rest of us went swimming. The water was super awesome. Then, a bat came a kept swooping down into the water and we all ran in to the house screaming. Then we went to steak n shake. We ate. We laughed. We annoyed everyone. We went to wal mart for pokemon cards. Burge gave me a pokemon card. We went to Antonio’s house and grabbed pokemon cards and Deep Blue Sea. We went back to my house and watched Deep Blue Sea with commentary. Sam Jackson stops when his character dies. =[. I am now into pokemon again. Dang it.

I told my mom the news about MIJA. I told her that I want to take the semester off that way I can practice bass four hours a day and work to save up money for this. She seemed less than pleased and said that we should talk about it later. My mind is made up. I am going to give this a shot. I don’t want to lose my dream.

I really miss Alison. I really want to talk to her. It sucks not having the person who completes you around. I will hug her until she explodes on Wednesday night.

Farewell.

I have some stuff going on.

I am in this crazy hardcore band. I am in Mija. I am doing acoustic stuff. It is super fun. But it is keeping me really busy. I am failing my one summer class because of it. I want to quit school and work to pay of my loans and then tour forever until I die. Or just for a few months to clear my head. I am recording today. =]

I got kicked out of my band.

I am not completely broken up about this because I was feeling kind of limited in what I could do in that band, so I was looking for something else. Now, I don’t have anything else. I want to start a new band, but most bands are started by friends, but I don’t really have any friends. I don’t know. I am kind of having a mini-breakdown. I just feel like I suck at doing everything. I just want friends and I want a band. A band with people. I don’t want to be in a band by myself anymore.

-I woke up at around 8. Chilled on the net until I missed the bus. I made some calls and got a ride from Antonio’s girlfriend.

-I took a math test and it was whatever. I took a history test and it was super easy.

-I went home to chill on the net.

-Alison came over and we sat around talking about how we are so hungry, but don’t know where to eat. I told her that I had an urge to go to Barnes & Noble.

-We got the mall and walked around aimlessly. Alison decided that we should get churros. It was amazing.

-We went to Hot Topic to see if they had a record that we wanted. They did, but we didn’t get it for some reason.

-We hit up Village Inn, for that free pie business. It was very nice.

-We got home and tried to make out, but my mom needed help setting up a garage sale that we are having. I am selling two things.

-Afterward, we talked a bunch and watched Return of the Jedi until we fell asleep.

-We kept waking up every half an hour until about 330 when she decided to leave.

-I fell back asleep after some Frosted Flakes and NUMB3RS.

- Woke up at 8:20. I checked the interwebs and whatnot. I ate some cereal and chatted with Alison. I skipped math to study for my Anthropology test.

- I went to school and took my Anthropology final. I did really well, I think. It was really hard not to write a novel on the topic that we had to write an essay about.

-I peed about 4-5 times at school. Which is really weird. I didn’t even drink anything.

-I got out of Physics early and made it home at 4.

-Antonio came over and we jammed and watched a Coheed dvd.

-Homework time and I am not happy about it.

Reformatting

-woke up at 8:10 and stumbled up to the computer. Checked my email and movie news and whatnot.

-Got to school at 10:30 only to find out that my class would end at 11. Found Antonio and chatted with him a bit.

-Left school and got home at 1:30. Cruised the internet looking for things to buy.

-Writing a blog instead of doing homework.

-Got a chapter of physics homework done and some studying for Anthropology done.

-Alison got off work late. We are picking up a pizza and going to watch Return of the Jedi.

I have a feeling that something is going to change. I am NOT excited.